I had developed testicular cancer which I diagnosed by myself on one of them very early portable ultrasound machines we had up there as you know it's a cancer if you had to choose a cancer to have if it's the one with the best survival prospects you know in excess of 90% so whilst it was you know it was real chemotherapy and real surgery you did not have seminal - cancer core so it was non Semenova and I actually did have pulmonary metastasis as well