I did have these lung lesions which yeah I mean that stage for non seminal - particular cancer is not a walk in the park or a given that you're gonna survive Lance Armstrong also had stage 4 non seminal - testicular cancer his odds were 50/50 at the time of his diagnosis I mean mine were a lot better than that I think closer to 80 or 90% but it's still a non significant non-trivial chance of death I suppose