Peter Attia· MD
the beautiful double-edged sword of an anti-anxiety pill is that you feel [ __ ] great while you're on it and the second you stop taking it all that unworked through stuff is still there it's just waiting to come up once that chemicals out of your body and so I had a fight with my girlfriend at the time and there really was this thought in my head that I'll never be loved I will never find love and with that I took every remaining pill that I had and I drove up to the top of parking lot 7 at Arizona State thankfully a security guard saw me pulling up at like 2:00 a.m. got out of the car stripped down naked and walked climbed one more flight of stairs and was standing on the edge about ready to jump and I heard hey what are you doing up there and I looked back actually let me rewind that I had been to church growing up but I didn't consider myself a religious person most of that stuff didn't resonate with me at all particularly with regarding gay people going to hell like I was from the Bay Area that [ __ ] really didn't resonate with me and