Highly unpleasant psychedelic experiences with intense physical purgative effects can be a necessary part of the cleansing process.

“so all happy to jump in is one of the hardest nights of my life was in Colombia and you know ayahuasca has a visual component where you can have quote unquote visions it's like a in a dreamlike state often times they're very personal what you see there was a night where I had none of that and all of the purgative effects of ayahuasca so I [ __ ] water violently bear made it to the bathroom the entire night didn't sleep one minute puke violently the whole night it was incredibly hard but it was in many ways cleaning me out at that point”