And why am I ignoring it? That was a key question. Why am I ignoring it? Because somewhere inside of me, as it was, and still to some extent is, this idea that my ability to be really functional, right? To generate success in the world around me is tied to my ability to do that, right? That, oh, but if I stop doing that and now I'm like, I'm eating and sleeping regularly, then I'm going to lose some edge.